My twins are soon 4 months old! Time goes so fast because I am busy all the time. They are still quite content babies, but they are surely starting to be more fuzzy like "normal" kids. Ludwig is my little chubby boy who loves to eat. He loves to smile, reach for toys and the other day he managed to turn from belly to his back. He holds his head up without a problem and he is clearly physicaly stronger than his sister. He is not happy being by himself on the playmat or in his babysitter. He wants to be picked up more and just observe stuff. It's hard to see everything when you are lying on the floor. Sofia is a giggly little girl. It is easy to make her smile and sometimes she just spontaneosly laughs out loud. She loves to "talk". Her favorite thing is to put her two sweet hands together and chew on them. She is a fast eater and gets easily distracted while eating because the World has become so intresting to her. She is also easily frightened and sometimes she gets scared of strangers. Recently she has started to want to breastfeed every two hours during the night. Since Ludwig is doing it too i think they are going through a development fase or they are trying to make me produce more milk. So last night i think i feed them 8-9 times. You can imagine how tired I was in the morning. I try to fight tiredness by going outside with them. Today we were out doing stuff for 5 hours. I didn't have time to feel tired. After we came home from daycare with Mia i started to feel overwhelming tiredness. My eyelids were heavy like stones, I felt dizzy and my vision was blurry. I longed for R. to come home from work so that I could just close my eyes for a while. As soon as he came home I crashed in our bed and slept for 45 minutes. I woke up as a new person! It's hard to sleep when the twins sleep during the day. Partly cause it's hard to get their sleep synchronized indoors. Outdoors they fall asleep at the same time but then I have to keep walking for them to keep sleeping. Despite the challenges that come with twins I can't denie that I am so proud of them, and for Mia too, of course. Some things get easier with time, other things go up and down. I am so happy for my little blessings even though I do complain a lot about lack of sleep.

Their hats never stay in place ha ha

Out and about to fight tiredness.

My sweet little boy.

My pretty little girl.

My sweet Mia.

My mom came to visit us. So glad I could finally share my little blessings with her.

More visitors! I have so many lively people in my life!