Just a quick update: I had a great day at work! So nice! I really needed that. But the best part of the day was when I came home to my family. Mia was laughing, jumping and crying of joy when she saw me coming home. I laughed and sheded some tears of joy too. The first hour after I had come home, I wasen't allowed to put her down or she would cry.She said "mamma" and gave me loooong hugs. Gradually it got better and daddy could take care of her too but she wanted to have me close the whole evening and she showed with loud screams that mommy has to put her to bed tonight. My little sunshine Mia! I love you so much. Just hugging you and holding you gives me so much joy and new energy. Good night!

My Little Miss Sunshine! Keep smiling and shining, always :)

So it's time to get to work again. I woke up at 5, breastfeed Mia back to sleep who happend to wake up at the same time, made myself ready, ate breakfast and went to the busstop to catch an early bus. I was feeling quite good this time because this time I was able to sleep well during the night, I wasen't sick anymore and everything felt less dramatic. And then the bus is LATE. Or not even late, it just doesn't turn up! So now I am taking the next bus and hoping that I am not late for work. 605 is like the worst busline ever because it is almost never in time. How embarassing for the SL! It's good to have a blog like this and just blow off some steam when needed. I am really-really-really hoping for a good day at work cause it didn't started well last week with all the stress and overwhelming workload.Now I am going to do what every swede does while taking the public transport to work - avoid all eyecontact by focusing on my phone or the Metro newspaper and preferebly sit alone so that noone won't try talking to me. How sad! But this is the way things work here. When someone talks to you on the public transport then it is a) someone you know b) a homless guy or a begger c) elderly person who is bored d) when you have a child or a dog with you.Hope you will have a good day too! ;)

Eating breakfast at 05.45 and thinking of all the nurses who have to do the same so horribly early in the morning.