It's almost 8 o'clock in the evening and as usually I am already deadtired and in bed.I can't fall asleep yet thou because Mia has trouble sleeping and you know how it is-if the baby doesn't sleep then mommy can't sleep either. She seemes to be going through some kind of " I-need-to-be-attached-to-mommy-all-the-time" period especially when she sleeps. How am I going to work when she is like that? Poor baby!Anyhow, we are back home from our little trip to Estonia and everything went well. A good friend of mine picked me and Mia up from Värtahamnen and drove us home :). Thank you K for that and for a lovely chat over a cup of tea afterwards!Rest of the day I have been cleaning and doing other boring stuff that newds to be done and then we were at my sister-in-laws place for "fika". This is where I decided and for the first time said out loud that I have to do something about my sweet tooth! Seriously, I can eat 200 grams of chocolate as if it is 20 grams and want more after that. Thats crazy! I know I am partly eating a lot of chocolate to compensate for not being able to sleep as much as I need to, to get some more energy, but now its more like a very bad (daily) habbit that I have to break! So from tomorrow no chocolate is welcome in my house! The goal is not to eat it for 2 weeks to start with and then maybe once in two weeks ( I am not one of those who can stop eating sweets completely).It is going to be a struggle, but I have to start somewhere. So now YOU know too what my plans are so that makes me feel preassure to actually go through with ditching that BROWN DRUG called chocolate!

The next thing I need to dump is pastry... I love pastry